Thursday, April 7, 2016

It's not loneliness,

Here's what I've learned about being alone. It's ok. No one needs people all the time. Yeah it's alright to have someone there by ya or to talk to, but have you ever sat in a room by yourself just you? It's freaking awesome, But even in the silence you have to fill it with something. 
You're by yourself, you don't have to please anyone, you say what you want occasionally out loud. You answer yourself. You laugh, you cry, all in between, it's great. 
I hardly am ever alone. There's always someone within 10-15 feet, we'll all but between the hours of 130-3am. And it's amazing! Let me tell you how let loose I get at the gym. Yeah there's cameras around but IDGAD. Oh and if anyone can get ahold of those videos they're gonna have a ball. 
I couldn't tell you how crazy I'll get when a Drake song comes on, or how many made up scenarios I've somehow won or managed to be SuperMelFlo. Weird right? Or what about the dozens of tv series I've watched. Or the numerous "sick" kids staying home from school to play COD or Battelfield online, how many of them I've made cry...oops. I mean I've could have used my "loneliness" superpower for good like actually getting homework done, reading a book, cleaning or some other adult thing. 
I don't care what they say, I love it. And it is my personal opinion that everyone should have a time set for being alone. Once you get past the whole "oh crap I'm alone, this kinda sucks. No one is here" phase you actually get to like it. Let's face it, dancing around in your undies, making Mac n Cheese, and sliding around in your socks is way more fun alone. 

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