Love Adventures

It was the look in his eyes that made me wonder what he was thinking. It was the way he took my hand and introduced himself to me. It wasn't that country twang that he had. It wasn't the words that came out of his mouth. It was what couldn't be seen or heard. It drew me in like it was something I had to know. I couldn't figure it out. Who was he, why did he go out of his way make my aquaintence? Was it something I had said, or could it have been what I was wearing.... Haha Nah. Maybe it was how out of place I was, or maybe it was my bubbly persona. Was it this? Is this how all it all starts?

The way he went out of his way to make someone feel special, even if they were exaggerating a lot, and he played along. For the life of me I can't remember what he said, just that it make the other person feel appreciated. *Snap out of it mel!* Typical girl who falls for something that will never happen. Maybe it will happen sometime, get your head out of the clouds.

Isn't it funny that all of us girls have had this happen before? Its usually when we fall in love with a movie star, but I just wanna know does it happen with regular Joe's? No, ok I'm super weird.
Why is it that when we want something we just jump in and go for it, oh wait I don't do that. I like to drag my feet and look at all the things I want in life pass me by. Its like I'm in a foot race and all these things in life that I want just keep passing me by offering me a ride on their bikes, cars, and some even a ride on their backs.I wish I could just be like; that guy, he's hot and I'm gonna make it happen. But I'm not like that. I usually say something dumb and then they all think I'm retarded.

My sophomore year of college I got out of Math class early and was waiting for a friend outside the door by a tree. This kind gentlemen kinda stared at me for a little while then made his way over. He smiled and gave me a wink then when he was near he said, "You come here often?" and with out hesitation I said "I came here to fart." Guys I was a nervous wreck haha and that poor kid was like "alright this girl is CRAY-ZY" Another time I was in the library and this kid who was definitely not anywhere in my league, approached me and asked how I was doing, like we already knew each other. We did not know each other, I don't know why but the first thing that came out of my mouth was "happy birthday." He was just as confused as I was. Poor fella said, oh I'm late for class and left. I still have no idea who that was. I'm just a hot mess. Maybe one of these times I'll get it right and not eff up the first introduction.. Who knows haha

I try to do this writing stuff at night because I never get sleep and for some odd reason I think clearer at night. Oh and because I need all the extra credit I can get with this English class, if I keep a "journal or blog" throughout the semester I can get 50 extra points. Writing has never been a problem for me. Its always been one area that I have succeeded in. Took all my college English classes while in high school so I wouldn't have to be in this spot haha. It didn't transfer. Ugh, what a hard life I live. haha no not really.

Gosh I just can't get my mind off this guy. Is there an app that I can get on that fixes this day dreaming crap, or some medicine to take? Going to the gym doesn't help it... and the gym fixes 99.9% of my problems. I don't wanna seem like the crazy person. But those few hours that I spent with him gave me a different feeling than butterflies. Maybe it was like Caterpillar or something. But it was different. Why was I remotely attractive to him. I see him every day and suddenly when I finally get introduced its different. It was almost like I knew him from somewhere. Maybe I got reincarnated to MelFlo because I messed it up in a previous life and we are destined to be together. haha Oh my Mel, you are so crazy sometimes.