In flows the worry, the bills, finals, the relationships, family...what seems like everything, just falls at your doorstep. You do your best to keep your head above water but no matter how much you try you're still drowning.
Maybe it takes you lying in bed for two days with the flu, during finals week, going through a breakup, and a whole lot of nonsense that keeps bringing you down. Maybe it takes all of that and some, to make you wish more than ever you were 10 again. As badly as you wish you were back home eating PB&banana sandwiches watching cartoons on the couch, and wishing you could stay up past 9pm, it just isn't gonna happen.
Yeah growing up sucks. We spend our whole childhood wishing we were older then we get here and wish we weren't. But sooner or later we have to realize we gotta face the it...guns a blazing. Life isn't easy but... It's totally worth it. It's worth not knowing how it's all gonna work out, or even when it will work out. So those finals, you'll do fine kept studying. That breakup, you didn't deserve it, no but maybe he just didn't deserve you. Those bills you gotta pay, yeah it sucks but they're called responsibilities, they come with age. It all works out in the end. Keep swimming, the shore is right in front of you.
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